This is where we find strengh. Espcially in early recovery. When we first arrive in recovery, we know very little about how to change our lives, and have very little hope if any that things will ever get better. We go to meeting a find people actually joking, laughing and having a good time, people smiling and hugging. It seems pretty strange in the beginning. Then we hear people share, sometimes some wonderful things sometimes horrible things. There is sometimes tears , but almost always there are smiles and laughs that usually prevail. After a time you feel a sort of energy or calmness in the rooms.
Here we find the hope and strength. With this human interaction we begin to get "new life", we here from others sharing the courage to carry on the triumph of overcoming life's tragedies, the dignity of the human spirit, the depths of our depravities, and we begin to see we are not the only ones who have reached these levels that had disgusted us that had us full of shame and guilt, we see and hear of others, mostly we see they have found a way out and away to rid this feeling and feel good about life, to enjoy life once more. We begin to feel part of, to be greeting personally with warm hand shakes, hugs and genuine concern and caring. We begin to feel wanted once more.
And then we hear about service work if only just making coffee or opening the meeting, and this begins to give us a feeling of purpose once more, to slowly open that which has been long crushed to feel useful once more. These are what our meeting do for us. After a few days, months years in we sometimes we forget these blessing. We need always remember, what the meeting gave us, and to without our attendance how can this be carried to the person coming in . If your not there!
Remember GOD does not make garbage

Real 12 Step Recovery
Real 12 Step Recovery, Getting and Staying Clean and Sober
WELCOME Hi There, this blog will be about what I believe to be REAL RECOVERY not band aids or feel good BS These are the hard cold true facts that I have learned and been taught by OLD TIMERS and People WHO HAVE REMAINED CLEAN and SOBER and "GOT A LIFE".There will be no original thoughts here, Because in essence there are no original thoughts only perhaps originals and/or different ways to present or illustrate old Ideas.Now that this is understood lets get to the heart of the matter. Recovery is not about coddling or enabling. IT IS LIFE CHANGING. PERIOD WELCOME to the hardest thing that you will do in YOUR LIFE. Make no mistake, Real recovery is not EASY, it is simple, very simple, Yet you will make it hard, as all before you have. Also let's get this STRAIGHT right off the top. REAL RECOVERY has nothing to do about ALCOHOL and/or Drugs. IT IS about the way you react to life, your perceptions, and YOUR actions. Alcohol and/or Drugs are just a symptom of YOUR disease. Take notice of the word DISEASE - Which in our case translates to ILL AT EASE or simply not at ease, which is the basic nature of our problem and answer to our solution.Back to why I state that this is the hardest thing you will do. I state this because Real Recovery Will challenge everything you know/believe or really what you think you know, Because you really don't know SHIT or you wouldn't need recovery. It will make you face the truth about your biggest problem YOU and YOUR THINKING. You will face the real you not the one we would like to see with all the justifications and rationalizations just the TRUE YOU.REMEMBER GOD DOES NOT CREATE GARBAGE >>>>>>>> If you have a request or enquiry Please Email me at wiledchild@live.ca I'd like to add one other thing here for all those who read this Blog. It's something that was taught to me That was invaluable to my recovery My Spiritual Advisor Taught me this. Don't believe a word I say , do not take what I say as the truth just because I say it or anybody else, for that matter. Check it out for yourself. Try it on for size. Investigate , find out for YOURSELF only use what you have read or heard as a reference point. Find the truth out for yourself . This way it is your TRUTH not someone else's. You will also not be believing a lie or untruth if you always check things for yourself . Do not believe everything you are told or read without checking it out.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
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