Yes the hardest battle. That is the one that a person with an addictive personality, or actually all people Have. And that is the one has inside oneself. The one where you argue with yourself, you know the committee. The one that tells you. That it is okay to have just one. Or the thought that you can get away with it, this one time. Whether it be using, drinking, stealing, cheating ETC... You know those secret battles we have with ourselves. No matter how much time you have. Whenever things get a little tight, stressed or a little great even. It’s that committee always in the background. For us in recovery, that is where the relapse starts. If we succumb to those thoughts, then they just snowball> It may not even be immediate it may lie in wait for days, months even years. That’s what we talk about when we say our disease is always waiting. It’s out there in the parking lot right now doing push-ups. Just staying in shape, so if and when I open the door and give it a chance it cam pounce in full strength, to take me down. That is why we must be ever vigilant. I never want to put my friends and family through the hell that I am capable of dragging them when I’m actively drinking/using. Or myself for that matter
Remember God does not create garbage.
Real 12 Step Recovery
Real 12 Step Recovery, Getting and Staying Clean and Sober
WELCOME Hi There, this blog will be about what I believe to be REAL RECOVERY not band aids or feel good BS These are the hard cold true facts that I have learned and been taught by OLD TIMERS and People WHO HAVE REMAINED CLEAN and SOBER and "GOT A LIFE".There will be no original thoughts here, Because in essence there are no original thoughts only perhaps originals and/or different ways to present or illustrate old Ideas.Now that this is understood lets get to the heart of the matter. Recovery is not about coddling or enabling. IT IS LIFE CHANGING. PERIOD WELCOME to the hardest thing that you will do in YOUR LIFE. Make no mistake, Real recovery is not EASY, it is simple, very simple, Yet you will make it hard, as all before you have. Also let's get this STRAIGHT right off the top. REAL RECOVERY has nothing to do about ALCOHOL and/or Drugs. IT IS about the way you react to life, your perceptions, and YOUR actions. Alcohol and/or Drugs are just a symptom of YOUR disease. Take notice of the word DISEASE - Which in our case translates to ILL AT EASE or simply not at ease, which is the basic nature of our problem and answer to our solution.Back to why I state that this is the hardest thing you will do. I state this because Real Recovery Will challenge everything you know/believe or really what you think you know, Because you really don't know SHIT or you wouldn't need recovery. It will make you face the truth about your biggest problem YOU and YOUR THINKING. You will face the real you not the one we would like to see with all the justifications and rationalizations just the TRUE YOU.REMEMBER GOD DOES NOT CREATE GARBAGE >>>>>>>> If you have a request or enquiry Please Email me at wiledchild@live.ca I'd like to add one other thing here for all those who read this Blog. It's something that was taught to me That was invaluable to my recovery My Spiritual Advisor Taught me this. Don't believe a word I say , do not take what I say as the truth just because I say it or anybody else, for that matter. Check it out for yourself. Try it on for size. Investigate , find out for YOURSELF only use what you have read or heard as a reference point. Find the truth out for yourself . This way it is your TRUTH not someone else's. You will also not be believing a lie or untruth if you always check things for yourself . Do not believe everything you are told or read without checking it out.
Friday, November 12, 2010
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