Before we get right in to the Program. This is a must.If you want to avoid relapse and get the most out of the program and your life. This is not to make you feel bad, or to control you. It is to help you face yourself honestly, It also helps you create a beginning or opening in your psyche for open mindedness and willingness,
Let us help you along this road. I want you to get a pen and paper (might as well get used to it you'll be doing it often ) your going to write this. The main reason you write all this is vital ; It's not a social worker trying to build you up, or tear you down in their observations, It's not a parole or probation officer making it up without all the facts, It not a police officer taking notes, it not your pastor or mother trying to help you, it's YOU , and hopefully your being honest with yourself. When it's all written down you can read it over and see the TRUTH because you wrote it HONESTLY.
Now I want you to write down a brief alcohol and drug history of your using. Beginning with your first drink/drug and continue on through to today, include what you used/drank what happened what you were feeling and where it brought you.
Now I want you to write down all the promises you broke, all the lies you told to drink or use. Everybody you cheated or stole from to drink or use. All the people you heart including the most important YOU. Also I want you to write down all the times you meant to have just one or a couple, Or I''ll be right backs, and all the I'll never "do that again".
Now read it. Pretty clear . When it comes to drinking or drugging we have no real control. Can you honestly say once you pick up where you'll end up.
This is why we have to surrender and get rid of the EGO. YOUR HEAD has a contract on your ASS. This is not to say your useless or imply anything of the sort. You are GOD'S greatest creation, However when it comes to drinking or drugging. We cannot do it ALONE. HENCE SURRENDER
I CAN'T WE CAN
Remember GOD does not make garbage.
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